John’s account of Jesus’ death is so profound, meaningful and convicting. And each time I read it I seem to learn something new.
This morning I shared this passage with the folks at Sycamore Healthcare center.
1Then Pilate took Jesus and flogged him. 2 And the soldiers twisted together a crown of thorns and put it on his head and arrayed him in a purple robe. 3They came up to him, saying, “Hail, King of the Jews!” and struck him with their hands. 4Pilate went out again and said to them, “See, I am bringing him out to you that you may know that I find no guilt in him.” 5So Jesus came out, wearing the crown of thorns and the purple robe. Pilate said to them, “Behold the man!” 6When the chief priests and the officers saw him, they cried out, “Crucify him, crucify him!” Pilate said to them, “Take him yourselves and crucify him, for I find no guilt in him.” 7The Jews answered him, “We have a law, and according to that law he ought to die because he has made himself the Son of God.” 8When Pilate heard this statement, he was even more afraid. 9 He entered his headquarters again and said to Jesus, “Where are you from?” But Jesus gave him no answer. 10So Pilate said to him, “You will not speak to me? Do you not know that I have authority to release you and authority to crucify you?” 11Jesus answered him, “You would have no authority over me at all unless it had been given you from above. Therefore he who delivered me over to you has the greater sin.” John 19:1-11
Many of the folks at Sycamore struggle with extremely difficult physical and/or mental circumstances. This morning I tried to encourage with the idea that through it all, God has the ultimate authority over their lives and they should try to rest in the peace of that reality.
Sometimes preachers can be pretty dense. I have been ignoring that reality when it comes to one specific part of my life. And because I have been avoiding accepting God’s total authority as reality, I have been robbing myself of peace.
Here’s what I am talking about. Ever since my last ministry, I have had a deep burden in my heart to unite and mend where we have separated and broken. I have tried to do that by changing peoples’ attitudes. Not their opinions or minds, just their attitudes.
Recently I have been getting so frustrated and discouraged by the way people attitudes have led them to act. In other words, I was starting to feel like I have not made a difference and the past three years have been a waste. Because of that, I have questioned God’s plan and why He has traveled us on our road. Sharing that passage today with my friends at Sycamore reminded me of my place and how significant I could be if I would only embrace how insignificant I actually was. Jesus understood and accepted the reality that all authority originates and resides with God. That’s why He was able to maintain such peace – even in the face of a terrible death.
God reminded me of this reality today. I will keep plugging away at changing people’s attitudes. But I have been reminded that God alone holds the key to every lock – particularly the ones that people use to guard their hearts. Is there a place in your life where you need to more firmly embrace the reality of God’s ultimate authority?